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a lot has happened in the last month that has made my final decision possibly. I know that i've thrown the idea of moving to florida around a lot in the last 6 months and havent really dont shit about it, no its time to do that. i'll be leaving PA in the next 3 weeks tops to head down there for awhile who knows what will happen and to all my friends you guys will be missed more then i could ever explain. i've had a lot of good times here and it sucks to see them go, but its time that i moved on, ill be back up to visit whenever i can, and who knows i might get down there and realize that its not for me, but as of right now im sure that something will work out. there are very few people that i talk to on a regular basis that i will miss, mike k mike c, dave, jordon and matt l you guys bring the mosh and ill def make sure to keep in contact, as for anyone else (AIM:aheartsfailure) let me know if you want to do something before i leave
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[03 Jul 2005|09:40am] |
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a lot has changed since i last updated. i was close to moving to florida because of the way i felt, fuck that. i have a great job my friends are amazing and my band is doing well. we went into the studio yesterday starting for 12 days and got my drums done in one day, they sound amazing and the rest of the guys seem very pleased with the work ive done on them. im really looking foward to hearing the rest of the stuff laid down, i have 110% trust that the guys will tear that shit up. When everyone hears the new stuff its going to sound like a completely different band, double bass, dance beats and breakdowns woot and werd. other then that life is amazing, the studio was def. something i needed, to be in a room with 4 people that i share something that most will never grasp the concept of. anywho time to get dressed and shit and head down for another adventures 12 hour day<3
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[25 May 2005|04:28pm] |
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so i made my decision today about whether im moving or not......ive decided that i am moving and hopefully within the next month. there is no reason for me to be up here, not to many friends left, im further away from my band then i have ever been emotionally, and the one person that i am in love with doesnt give two shits. if you need to get a hold of me my AIM is....a hearts failure, if i have anything of yours let me know and i will return it before i leave. PA has been great but its time to move on and start over. There is no point of being here and feeling distant from people that you care about then moving 2,000 miles away and being distant but starting over. i may change my mind depending on how things go, but the chances are very unlikely.
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[21 May 2005|03:21pm] |
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so much has been going on lately, i lost ally today for the final time and it feels like i have died inside. we've gone through so much as a couple and it kills me not to have her, i truely am in love with her and will be for a long time. she meant the word to me and now i have nothing. i think that im going to move to florida soon to escape from everything up here. my band feels as though we are all on different pages, musically we are fine but as a band/friends we dont really talk that much. i've lived in PA almost all my life but i think its time to move on. i talked to my grandparents and they said that they are more then happy to have my come down for as long as need, i just have to figure out how im going to get all my shit down there, i guess its good to have a truck sometimes. the next week or so im going to decide what i want to do, as of right now im moving to florida unless i change my mind. ill be able to start over new, new people new friends a new life.
</3this is what you are to me my angel with broken wings</3
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[01 Jul 2004|11:38am] |
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its been a long ass time since ive updated and i must say life is good. im working two jobs now, on the farm and ive started roofing with jessie's dad. the new band is doing very well and we placed 4th out of 110 bands at the TLA not bad for playing for 3 months. other news is we are looking at getting signed, we are in contact with a guy from HALO records who does promo's for mushroomhead and other bands ill update that when i know more. ally and i are incredible, she has become my world and lives with me now and i couldn't be any more happy, i'm finally in love with someone and it feels damn good..i love you babe=). work, hockey, band practice and chilling with some friends are what my life has been consisting of and that is fine with me....short entry but nothing else to really talk about...time for a cigarette
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[16 Mar 2004|09:45pm] |
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its been a long time since ive updated and a lot has happened. As many of you may know Im no longer in Requiem, it was great playing with them but things on both sides didnt work out. Im sure people will have smart ass comments about that but i couldnt give two shits less honestly, i wish them the best of luck. Ally and I are still dating and things are incredible, i fucked up and she still is with me, I am truely in love with her and tend to be with her for a long time i couldnt imagine my world without her now, i love you hun. All i have been doing is working, hanging out with her and playing hockey, that is all i need in my life as of now. Im looking around for people to make music with but whatever happens happens. Work has been fun i guess, you get some interesting people in A Plus. So it has been said that "im not moving and my parents arent getting divorced" according to many people, all i have to say about that is you all are more then welcome to come and talk to them or ask them about the relators we have had come to our house other then that believe what you want to believe. that is all for now im sure ill update later.
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[02 Mar 2004|12:24pm] |
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its been quite some time since ive updated this. life is still damn good, our show at the Garage(after some delay and problems) went on and turned out quite well, thanx to everyone that came out to the show. ive been hanging out with ally, john and mike a lot, good times., hanging out with ally makes me feel so damn good im glad i have her, she is an amazing girl. played b-ball up at lincoln a few times let me tell you how i felt like a ''baller'' for the next couple of days. havent been on the ice as much as i want but that will change, i start a new job tomm, so ill be looking foward to that and with warmer weather the pace picking up on bensons farm again. that is all for now
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its been awhile since ive updated this, a lot has happened. Requiem has a show tomm. doors open at 6 i hope to see everyone there, its going to be a good time. Requiem also got asked to play at the TLA May 2nd, so we are damn excited about that. my drum mics finally came in so ill be heard loud and clear at the show sat. ive been hanging out with ally a lot and things are amazing so far, i love being around her, she makes me feel so damn good, its incredible what one person can do to you. relators are still coming and going and im dealing with it a little better, still tough though. finally got a chance to play ice hockey again last night, didnt do to bad, but fucked my groin up, its sore as hell and im deciding whether i want to play tonight or not. thats all for now, hope to see everyone at the show tomm!!!!!
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life has been very good indeed, went to shampoo with matt amanda ally and brian last night, had a damn good time. we also had a band practice yesterday minus our bass player who is sick, hopefully he will be feeling better. the show is getting closer and im looking foward to playing in front of ppl again, the rush is indescribable. thanx to all the ppl that have been supporting us all along=) we cant thank you enough. ive been in a real good mood the last few weeks ally makes me happy just being around her, she is an amazing girl, amanda did a good job so i must give her a "shout out"...thats all for now, hope to see everyone at the show on the 21st!!
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the new requiem site is up=) so make sure you all check it out, everything is pretty much set for the show, we have some work that needs to get done but other then that we are looking foward to playing. i have been hanging out with a girl named ally that i meant through my singers g/f and so far things are going well, she graduated last yr from AG which means no more smart ass comments from the guys. still packing up my house and shit and we have had more relators some and look at it, i still havent gotten use to random ppl walking through my house, it doesnt feel right. other then that nothing else is new, weather sucks i hate snow and ice for that matter, it serves no point, pisses me off. john and i played hockey a few times last week and went down to aston for hockey and when we get there we find out its cancelled kinda pissed me off. hope to see everyone at the show Feb21st and check out the new site....
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i never realized how long my driveway is until you have to shovel it, shit takes forever. our show is set for Feb21st and sorry for the $5 admission, the garage charges at the door and the bands dont see the money, we hope to see you all out there, its going to be an amazing show. other then that relators are still coming and going so we will see how that goes. ive been playing a lot of hockey with john again, some good times right there. Went out with john and a few ppl the other night, he is a funny funny man, i dont think i ever got more amusment asking K-Mart ppl where Hibachi is. im feeling a lot better about that person i think things are passing so that's always good, and im really looking foward to the show=) and arizona iced tea is the shit.
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snow sucks, i hate that shit, nothing else has really been going on. My grandparents come up from Florida to visit for a few days which was nice to see them because i havent had the chance since the summer, we had dinner at a few places which was cool and just talked about things that were going on. i've been helping pack my house up and watching relators walk through it. It's really weird to have random ppl walk through your house that you dont know. other then that....Requiem has a show Feb21st at The Garage in Kennett Square with Decadence and a band out of Avon Grove called Harsh Reaction, doors open at 6 and its $5 to get in, the place we are playing charges admission the bands dont see the money, we are playing last again which is cool so try to make it out it should be a really good show. i still miss you.....
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damn coffee is keeping me up, but wawa kicks ass with their free coffee, im looking foward to band practice tomm. things were a little rocky but they seemed to be all worked out now, that is one thing i dont want to lose is playing with my band, i have a lot of fun doing that, band stickers are in and you can get one from any of us they are $1. havent done shit in the last couple days just play ice hockey thats it and im loving it, sure is an awesome game. other then that nothing else is going on, boring journal entry but there isnt anything to do so i figured id update it. im hanging in there still missing that one person but things will work out
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its been awhile since ive updated this piece, hope everyone had a good new years, i ended going up to UCONN with two friends of mine good times there and ive just have been hanging out enjoying the holidays. we are having band practice today and everything is going well with that im looking foward to getting back into a good solid practice schedule again....on other news Requiem is looking at doing a show either Feb 21st or Feb 22nd at the garage in kennett with a band called harsh reaction so when things are set check back, im still missing someone but closure is coming to that very slow but hopefully it will get here soon, thanx to all my friends for listening to me bitch it helps a lot and to that person....i miss you
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today was our first band practice since the show and mikes broken hand, it went extremly well we sounded pretty good for not playing since then and it felt good to vent into music. we are working a new song that sounds good so far and are going to continute to write new music and keep pushing ourselves musically. we are looking to schedule some shows soon maybe towards feb down in the kennett area as well as locally and in lancaster, look out for that. other than that life is treating me well hockey is good, Requiem is playing again. im still missing someone but life goes on and each days brings more closure to that, so its all good...
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its christmas eve and i cant sleep, must be thinking about santa comming. a lot has been on my mind and i still miss certain people as much as i try to deny it, certain things help me bleed but there will always be that spot missing for that person. hopefully christmas will take my mind off of everything as well as band practice next week, i need to vent and have something to look foward to...merry christmas
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i saw one of the funnest things i have ever heard or seen my friends do today, i went to guitar center with mike k dave f and mike s....so we took daves moms pimped out minivan, well mike has the habit of yelling out the window to scare the piss out of ppl, we were passing the granite run mall(to ppl who know what mall that is) there were these three ladies on the mall street corner holding hands waiting to cross holding bags, well mike k is in the front seat and screams out the window, these ladies must have shit themselves they jumped back about 5 feet and the one dropped her bags, it was fucking commical. Ive had a cold the last couple of days so ive been resting or playing ice hockey and working when i feel like standing outside in the freezing cold to put up a barn, other then that life is still treating me well. Mike got his cast off monday 3 weeks early, it's going to be sore for about 2 weeks but we are going to try and get back into a heavy practice schedule again monday, again the site should be done and the stickers are in, we are selling them for $1 if you want one IM anyone in the band and we can get you one, thanx for all the support and happy holidays
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[17 Dec 2003|10:14am] |
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ive never realized how deep a ditch can really be until you are trying to shovel your friends car out of it at 11 oclock at night. to make a long story short when it snowed pretty bad a few weeks ago the guys plowing my street decided to plow about 10 feet into my front yard for shits and giggles. my friend john came over to drink with me and ends up parking in the ditch, we tried shoveling it out and didnt get jack shit done, the next morning after a night of drinking and running on an hour and a half of sleep we tried shoveling it out again and ended up getting a tow truck to pull it out, times like these are priceless. lets say life is good, im not trying to be an ass but mike is getting his cast off in 3 weeks and i cant wait to practice again, the energy that will be there again is going to be awesome, ive also been talking to this girl named amanda a lot and im really happy when im around her so we will see how things go with that, so far so good!! the new band website should be done soon, its looking real real good the guys are doing an incredible job on it, so look for that, and thanx for all the continued support!!
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its been a few days since ive updated this piece, not much has happened just have been working playing hockey and waiting for mikes hand to get better to makes some music again, i miss it a lot. and hell yes im waiting for the new 36 crazyfists and calms full length to come out its going to be insane. anywho, life has been treating me well lately so hopefully it will continue thanx to all my friends for listening to me bitch, it feels good to be happy again!!
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